Ecce Homo was begun on Nietzsche's forty-fourth birthday, October 15, 1888. It is full of concern for self-definition. Was the intended audience Nietzsche himself or the public that was not reading him? Between the Preface and the first chapter, he writes, "How could I fail to be grateful for my whole life? --- and so I tell my life to myself." And what does it mean to question "how one becomes what one is"? Is it consistent with Nietzsche's thought itself to even suggest a "what" that "one is . . "? Indeed, perhaps the emphasis belongs on 'becomes' because that is what Nietzsche always takes as the issue. As Nietzsche observed long before, we do not have to struggle for survival; we are; one is in the present. It is becoming, then, that takes all the effort. One could say, "becoming what one will be," except that the eternal present -- the "is" -- is the image given us in Nietzsche's concept of the Eternal Recurrence. In a sense, it is Nietzsche's "arrival" that he celebrates here; it is a hard-won arrival. Nor is "arrival" ever a landing in a solid and changeless place. All possible presents are arrivals; the emphasis is on the work required, the effort expended.
One of his most revealing remarks, perhaps -- "I turned my will to health, to life, into a philosophy." And following this is an amazing description of Nietzsche himself. ("Why I Am So Wise," #2)
copyright 1998 by Tad Beckman, Harvey Mudd College, Claremont, CA 91711